You will never know what it was like for me,

because you never loved me as much as i loved you,

you will never know what it was like waiting for the phone
to ring,

you will never know what it was like waiting to see you,

you will never know what it was like for me, sitting staring
through the window,

you will never know what it was like for me, hurting,
feeling tortured by want,

you will never know what it was like for me, to love you so
much,

you will never know what it was like for me to want you
there, just holding me in your arms,

you will never know the pain i felt when you played mind
games,

you will never know how scared i felt when i wondered if
there was someone else

you will never know what it was like when u moved away and i
missed you so much,

you will never know what it was like when i visited you and
then had to leave, and the way i looked back at your house
as my eyes filled with tears,

you never once tried to understand me and how i felt,

and you will never know...


For Ben


Copyright Rebecca Waring