Broken Tears

I feel like i'm bein pulled, from more than one direction too. i feel that i can't breath like i'm suffucating in thick goo. My mind is completly lost i'm way off track I feel that i've gone too deep and that i won't be able to get back. My hearts been shreaded too many times. It might be able to be pieced back together, but it is still a broken heart that just might stay that way forever. Is it strange for you to love someone who has broken your heart so many times? Who never truly cared and commited so many crimes? for some that may be true but not for me cause i am through my heart has melded back cause i've met someone who cares it starts racing when he calls, like being spooked by big grizzly bears I used to be broken and have tons of tears but since i met him he's taken away my fears.