Love Forever Lost

By Darren Oxton •
Then on a Sunday we would go for
A stroll, across fields of spring
Soaked grass,
Hard to recall how long ago,
Perhaps eight years or more,
Struck with such awe,
Holding hands, two star-crossed
Lovebirds of teenage innocence we were,
No one could shake the bond that
We had back then,
Dissenting voices of our kin, were
But mere thorns, shaken off,
Her band glowed brightly in the
Light of the midday sun,
A ruby or two, a small sum for your
Love indeed,
As envious mouths made many a
Weary comment, silent upon deaf
Ears, all just meaningless to us,
The doubters lay waiting to justify
Their frowns,
But only to be met with cold faces
Of defiance,
Then without single warning, the
Seasons passed and leaves turned
From their prettiest greens to their
Dullest of browns,
As if granted by some bitter
Matron of jealousy,
Green eyed foes of young love,
Embraced a wish come true,
Snow fell for the final time, as
Scarlet hearts were shattered like
Breaking ice on a frozen pond late
At night,
Greying drops of sadness,
Splashed far down upon hands
Pulling apart, in the most opposite
Of directions,
Like apples turned brown, once
Bitten, left to decay,
Love lay rotten, beneath the tree
From which it had fallen,
A decade of happiness, left raw
And exposed to busy flies of
Chatter, and malicious gossip,
An unstoppable machine, had been
Stopped,
An infinite bond was now finite, a
Paradise had been lost,
Fields of spring no longer bring
Happiness to that of a broken
Heart, and the leaves remain
Forever brown,
Locked in this cold eternal winter,
For how many years, unable to
Express any hope, only fears,
These tears are all that line the
Place where your ruby band once
Lay to rest, forever lost to loves
Wilderness.