I clutch the knife in my hand.It won't hurt just to run it
across my wrist.Don't penetrate just touch.Didn't mean to.I
smelt it first-the blood-then felt the perfect pain shoot up
my arm.The letter was meant to have been thrown away,but now
you know how I feel,how I felt,and how I much loved the
person you took away from me,to keep me "safe".You only
cause pain no matter where you go somebody wants to get down
on their knees and beg you to stop.I won't cry at your feet
though.I won't be the whimp you want me to be.You can be
that person not me.Now that I'm dead I'll be able to see my
father agian.I already see him behind my sister's blue
painfilled eyes every time we talk about him and hope he's
in a good place with the gods and goddesses watching over
him.
 The blood flows fast down the length of my wrist.I only
hope that Sarah won't come to the funeral as I pick up the
gun six bullets in case ones a dud.I pull the trigger
CLICK!Nothing.I pull again CLICK!Agian CLICK!Let's try again
CLICK!Again CLICK!One last bullet BANG!!I would have payed
to see the look on you face when you walked in and seen all
the blood on your orange walls,as you read the letter,but
for the grand finale I would have wanted to see the tears
flow down your face as you relize what you have done.I would
have looked down on you with my father by my side and we
would smile at each other,cause now we know that you are in
as much pain as you caused us I hope you know how it feels
now!

By Your Everlasting
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To my aunt the one who killed my father.It took al lot of
time for me to except your apology,but I never meant that I
was okay with you killing your brother and my father.I would
have still had a dad today if it wasn't for you.I don't care
if it was self defence.I would have rather had my father
than my grandmother besides he would have lived longer than
her.I should have been able to say good-bye to my father,but
you took that away from me.THANKS A WHOLE HELL OF A
LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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