Ive got one up on you all
Who say you want to die
Well im about to stand up tall…
While you sit there and lie

My life is just a cruel and sick game
My reputation is torn. 
I wish it never happened, right down to my name.
I wish I was never born.

Conception was a mistake, a great one, indeed
Why couldn’t it have been a different baby?
One born to a mother in need.

So no, I wont kill myself
No, i wont lie, 
Just whither away inside, 
And let you all watch, as I slowly… die…