i cant belive myself

i did this to my self it was not ur choice i left u because i was week and now i dont no what to do with out u i want someone by my side but i dont deserve any happyness i am raw now numb to the bone my body is running out of tears y did i do this i miss u but it dosnt matter ur slowly moving on and i am beging to fade away from all i have known im just ready to cry the sad part is i know ur not coming back this time my love why why why why why why why why by: joey