Do you think I like to cry myself to bed every night?
Do you think I like to defend myself from you, to fight?
Do you think I like being hated?

This is NOT how I want to be treated.

And don't you deny it, you know what you are doing,
You're mind, youre kindness thats what you are losing,
You plan it you and the gang, ways to ruin my life,
But you don't know how I feel, What 'it' feels like.

I've had to hide in a shell of someone I'm  not,
It hurts me, it pains me ALOT,
So let me escape, let me be free,
Let me be who I want to be.

I don't want this pain, hatred, anymore,
No more Crying no more lieing, against you Im for.
You're bullies, horrible hateful people,
I'd like you to jump off a building or church steeple.
Yet I am willing,
For you too be forgiven,
if you just leave me alone,
And about this no one will ever have to know.