This is not me
This is not right
This is scary
This is a fight

I cannot live here
I cannot go on
I can see the problem
I can be wrong

It will not be alright
It will not be okay
It will last forever
It will last forever and a day

This is not what I want
This is not what I thought
This is what I did
This is what I sought

I never wanted this
I never wanted to cry
I always wanted to know
I always wanted to know why

Why won’t this go away
Why won’t this be seen
Why was this an option 
Why was I keen 

I hide in my shadow
I hide my motion 
I show my dark side
I show my dark side, my emotion

I will not turn back
I will not rewind
I will be sad
I will find…

Something to live for
Something to be right
Something is calling
Something end this fight