because of you

By beccamarie •
When I think of how I hurt you and how I might again
I cry.
When I think of how you hurt me and how you always will
I cry.
When I think of how I bend at your will
I cry.
When I think of how much you mean to me
I cry.
When I think of how much you meant to me
I cry.
When I think of all you've done
I cry.
And when because of you
I gain courage.
And because of you
I know to walk away.
And because of you
I learn how to be strong.
And because of you
I understand what it is to love.
And because of you
I am determined to always remember.
Each of these things
Is a mark on my soul
Is a tattoo on my heart
Is paint on my mind.
Something you cannot take away
Something I would never want to lose.
Because of you I have gained and known, learned and remembered, understood and determined.