god please understand
god please take my hand
i need you now
when there's no way out
and it seems to never end.
no one's ever there
and when im lying in my grave
will anybody care
no no one will care
no one will shed a tear
nobody will miss me
or wish i was still here
all she does is yell
for everything i am to blaim
and she's always putting me down
my head is full of shame
and i gave him all i had
my heart, my soul, all of me
but he acts like im not here
he's got better places to be
does anybody love me
does anybody care
would the world be better off
if i was not there
no nobody will miss me
nobody will mourn 
nobody will cry
no hearts will be torn
no nobody loves me
and nobody will miss my being
cause there's heartache in the smiles
that they've all been seeing
nobody knows the way i feel
the way that my heart cries
he doesnt know the way it felt
when he spoke those lovely lies
when he told me he was in love
his one and only i would be
when he talked about the future 
and the way he felt for me
and my mother she doesn't listen
doesnt hear the tears i shed
all she has are verbal pains
she wont miss me when im dead
and the guy i thought i loved
is causing me more hurt
he doesnt see the way i cry
doesnt hear my breaking heart
i just wish for one moment
they could feel the pain i do
like an outcast, a stranger,
why can't they see what they put me through
and this blade is all i have
to help escape their eyes
suppress my sorrows, control my cries
blockout the pain, blockade the lies
tonight another painstaken heart
lays down its head and dies.