I Wonder

I wonder if i'd be here if i said goodbye yesterday I wonder how many people die, when a fire engine goes by I wonder if i said i loved her, if she would have stayed I wonder if i shut up, she wouldnt have cried I wonder if its worth even thinking any of this I wonder if i changed if she would still be with me I wonder that when im gone if she will miss me I wonder when this world will release me and let me be.