I hate you
But I still love you
Why do you cause me all this pain?
You hate me
But you still love me
Why do I cause you all that pain?
I hate me
Cuz I still love you
Why does the thought of you cause all this pain?

I can’t breathe inside
I can’t open my eyes
I don’t want to
I don’t want to see the truth that your
Gone

Fuck you
But I still remember
All the times that we made love
Damn it
I can’t get over
I still smell you and I wanna cry
Dumb ass
I’m so stupid 
Because I can’t seem to let go of you

I can’t speak out loud
I can’t use real words
I don’t know how to
I don’t know how to speak except for maybe
Yell

If I open my mouth it turns into a cry
My heart is squeezed, I’m suffocating 
End up angry masturbating
I want you in my life
But I don’t know how
I want me out of your life
If it’ll save you now
But can’t I still preserve that feeling
Of how we were so long ago
I wish it could be how it was 
So long ago

I hate you
You hate me

I love you
2002