why do i ask these questions

why do i have to live if i'm not spending my life beside you why do i have to breathe if i'm not breathing the same air with you why do i have to speak if i'm not saying your name 24/7 why do i have to hear if i can't hear your voice in my ear why do i have to see if i can't see you standing next to me why do i have to smile if i can't see you smiling back at me why do i have to think if i can't think of you is it because you've become a part of me and can never be forgotten then why do i have to love if my heart is already broken