I'm Sorry

I'm sorry
I can't let you in
I'm closed to the world
Don't know where to begin,
I've been hurt so bad
I can't let go
The feelings inside
I just can't show,
Help me help me
Is what I want to say
But I crawl inside
Or run away,
I can't let you in
I can't let you close
I push away the love
That I need the most,
So forgive me when
I show no guilt
For the pain I held on to
And the wall it has built.