Against my heart, I ran long, fast and hard
from feelings that scared me, like never
before. Never to speak of it again, not
even mentioning your name. But, had I known
how miserable I would be, I would have run
to you instead of away from you.

Keeping it all bottled inside, while
convincing others that I was just fine.
While in silence, I fell apart believing
that you did not even want me and ah how
used I really felt!

Against my heart I ran from you, only to
finally find out, that I scared you to and
you did want me!!
Completely blown away am I, as I wonder if
by chance you still might...