It's the reason I hide my fear,
It's the reason I cry,
It's the reason I curl up small in the darkest hours,
It's the reason I bite my lip,
It's the reason I hang my head,
It's the reason I shake,
It's the reason I act,
It's the reason my heart is breaking,
It's the reason I'm falling,
It's the reason I hate myself,
It's the reason I shout,
It's the reason I smile,
It's the reason I throw up,
It's the reason I can't sleep,
It's the reason rain clouds follow me,
It's the reason I'm so cold,
It's the reason I'm so bitter,
It's the reason I can't concentrate,
It's the reason I cut myself,
It's the reason I hate you,
It's the reason my world is spinning,
It's the reason everything is hazed,
It's the reason I'm insecure,
It's the reason my stomach is churning,
It's the reason I can't stand the truth,
It's the reason I wan't to die,
It's the reason I must say goodbye!!!