Im scared to le someone love me. 
Im scared im going to get hurt,
or worse im going to hurt them. 
I wish that life could be as simple as we think it is.
I have been in kiddie love before and they hurt me real bad.

Im just now getting to where im letting guys tell me things
like that again because i dont want to be hurt.
Im in love right now and i love it but im also kinda worried
if its going to last or not and if its not then i dont want
to be hurt again. 
The stupid crap you do when you get hurt. 
I cut, smoked, drinked and everything else that i could
think of to get away from the pain but nothing would let the
oain go because i knew that i still loved him and hes an ass
but in the end we would be friends after all that bull shit
was gone but i thought wrong.
Me and him never talk anymore. I go to school with him so i
see him everyday and it kills me even though i have moved
on. 
Could i still be in love with him?
Or do i just hate him so much that all i feel is pain? 
I dont know he just looks at me everytime that i see him and
i want to cry but i dont. 
why am i so scared?