When you pushed me away 
the very first time
i felt so worthless
with so far to climb

But then of course you begged
for me to return
and i pulled myself up
with a rope that gave me burns

They never fully healed
but the pain did subside
until again you kicked me to the curb
and again i was denied

Another appology you said
you pulled the trigger on my guilt
and knocked down all the walls
that against you i had built

Another button i must have pushed
because you threw me out once more
but this time i won't return
i'm done fighting your war