the junkie

So many needles So many holes, IV ruined my life And blew off my goals. Hour after hour Night after night, Determined to hit adventualy a fight. Smearing the blood From all that IV missed Cursing his name And realty just pissed. The rush of the drug It numbs all the pain, Reality fades With nothing to gain. Bruising track marks And hard swelling lumps, I look like a lame And feel like a chump. Moving so quick Hearts beating so fast, A liquid ambition It never did last. Rushing from hell and flying so high, Standing so stuck I panic and cry. I'm hurting so much And looking so bad, Always a bore And seem way to sad. The choices of drugs that's left me so broke, My hustle is gone I'm only a joke. The guilt The shame, This tired game, THE MORE I HATE THIS DRUG I BLAME!!!