Opening my mouth to cry
To show the pain I feel
Inside but the attempts 
Made are useless, my tear glands dried up
But my heart slowly erupt

I try to speak to God
Can't find the words to say
My guilt and conciseness
Made my tongue heavy, my mind falls apart

Taking blows of the devils dart

Trying to explain to friends
How the turmoil never ends
Wrong choice of words 
They pretend to listen but I'm still not heard

Showing rebellious attitude
Hoping you would see my fear to live
To pursue success
In your eyes I'm only a pest



Exposing my scars intentionally
So you can use my past to understand me
You see it a sense of lure
When I am really just  insecure


Tired of being misunderstood
 My issues, brings fear
Oh I wish you could hear

All my  silent outburst