Shame Am I

I don't know How muck more i can take My mind tells me to go My heart tells me to stay I don't think I can live If I'm within his reach Now I'm so alone I feel so cold inside I just regret that you Had to stay here for the ride You taught me everything Without you I'd be I'd be almost nothing I loved you but he He didn't even try You showed me how to live But thats not what I did I have failed to save you From the beast you said "I do" to