lovely sweet home

It was my dream and lovely sweet home But she was not to be stepped in and welcome I have deep anguish and burning heart At certain times I had to take decision and part She always remained at center of heart Yet it was painful decision to depart No one would have thought of it in life time Still it took place in our life leading to biggest crime I remember the promises we exchanged Stars counted and pleasantries shared Moon was not that beautiful as she sat near by Heaven was besides me and got it without any try I sunk more into deep memory It had nothing but to add more worry There was no reason to feel sorry Yet I was left with single task to carry She would hold my hand and reiterate Smile with bright shine and state “I shall never desert” and always be yours She may wink the eyes and pleasantly assure I was flying high with all golden dreams We were paired heavenly as team All happy moments and no more concerns All of sudden it took ugly turns Neither was it sudden heavy rain Nor severe earth quake in chains It was blow caused from plain distrust Caused by altercation and unwanted thrust She would boost from beauty point of view No doubt she deserved all attention and was due Bu there was limit to cause a pain on that count Some pressure was building up or was about to mount There is no more cordial relation “Break up is call” and given clear indication Soon I would be on way out of my own The patch up drive has failed and made known I miss all those happy moments There is no more reason to resent I believe it could have been avoided The rail could not have been at all collided Destiny might have something to offer Separate ways to live and silently differ I shall never seek and run after You may now never burst into laughter I look around and see no one hears Eyes become watery and I weep the tears I feel shame and shake the head with fear I have lost the right now to address her as dear