As an insult

I took it as an insult It is was terrible and difficult How can an earnest offer be declined? Why does she not see reason and defined? Well all those seasons were for me to analyze She had pushed me in corner and generalized I deserved her hand for life time stay She gave me shock and preferred to be away I gave thought from another angle May there be some reasons with a love triangle She has every right to be master of her destiny I gave all the reasons fair try and left it to the almighty Love was not that kind I understood Neither was it tonic nor a food But a strong bond to take one out of wood If not then it was better to stay out for good Love is not an isolated affair That can’t be termed as fair What you feel may not be good for her Rather love her more but don’t force her to bother You look at the sky and its vastness Complete blue but no shine on face No one may judge what is hidden in belt This is the way how love is felt It demands sacrifice and not words Prepare for readiness and always look forward No relation can be on rock unless strengthened Some plants may come up if earth is dug or softened Now I have every reason to be satisfied At no stage she had compromised or lied It was one sided feeling and deserved to be left There was no let up in relation or complete shift I consoled self and came to the terms It was good to take decision and make turn Who knows what can be good for future? I left it to future course that may take place and assure