Illicit relation

I know nothing about illicit relation But I find some relief with good equation It mushrooms with equal pull Life turns into smile from apparent lull There is eagerness to see and meet Without any fear to rush and greet Day time dreaming about events to follow Linking it to new love and lie very low Did anticipate any time for such thing? Has that come to me as surprise or something? I knew it was just a blessing As there was some essential element actually missing? I felt warmth and feelings at highest peak Even though they were proving me very weak I have no reason to justify the meaning of love As I am really in and crazily drove What is actually pulling me towards her? Is that her outer beauty or nature? Her ambit influence or willingness to surrender I have failed to understand it and simply wondered Apart from sex angle it ahs to do many things It may give you additional thoughts to ride on wings The dreamy situation may warrant you to swim far away from reality But one thing is sure; it is only love with pure quality Love does not emanate from beautiful face No one can simply involve in made race There is some magic behind attraction There is no second thought for any of the action It may be unfair to call it as illicit Even though any society may not permit Yet it has its own merits and demerits To last for ever even with society or without it There might be some compulsion for to be drawn The individual must understand and own Extra marital affair may bring discredit and shame But no one must condemn it or blame