Prayer words

I took some of my prayer words back I felt guilty for putting my interest at stake Is that the correct logic or prayers are meant? Will God listen to such request and relent? I, for one, reserve the opinion I may not get support from any of the companion It may not find even favor As prayers are restricted only to save honor Why do I ask to fill my heart with mercy and kindness? When I am fully blessed with happiness on y face I still pretend to be ignorant before him and pray As if He knows nothing and directs you a new way Why do we pray for our happiness and others loss? Is it not the insult to sacred place and holy cross? I go to him with malicious intent Instead ask for things and never regret or lament Even one look in His eyes may send waves of sympathy You may receive signals directly fro the almighty You just read in the eyes and try to understand sufferings undergone You will forget your own pain and stand like stone Prayers are meant to purity soul and supplement it with more Try to find out if something can still be explored If you can’t feed the hungry and show little kindness Don’t bother much but that thought itself will give happiness on face Can we deny that he is only one to think of whole universe? Who can go against His wish and negate verses? It is all for us to follow and put into practice Let it become daily routine till we face the demise I just look at Him and seek no words Ask him to allow me to go forward I shall not regret for any outcome His blessings will always be appreciated and welcomed