Endless search

It is endless search I am not sure whether I will reach It is difficult to learn or teach But dilemma remains as such With the advent of age, you grow tired You don’t like the people around you to admire So far you tried to win them away on hire You kept your house safe from burning fire You now try to search the good of past days How you were being pushed and taken away You had glorious and sweet memory to remember As everybody in family loved you as beloved member I was so much enthusiastic when tried to greet I would have never contemplated or accepted defeat I had only one aim of reaching to highest peak I wanted only and not the words to speak I left behind everything and sacrificed I wanted to fulfill as already promised Nothing was stopping me from going ahead I was in all the way destined to lead As it happens with living beings It also ends sometimes and bring All woes and tales to make you wonder You look at the cloudy sky but remain unaffected with thunder Certainly I have left behind some precious things Friends, relatives everything to play in the ring Mighty only survive and rest disappear Or suffer with pain agony to bear I open my memory box to find something special I get nothing even if reach the stage of burial It can never be had as they are thing of past The life disintegrates and end near very fast