Worthless as friend

I was unable to decide whether to smile or not For unexpected setback over which I had not thought It happens sometimes in life and we got to swallow Even if not disliked yet to welcome and allow It can be anything including love failure Each moment reminds us of how unsure it is Nothing goes as per our wish and gives joy Still we go by fate and try to forget and enjoy Life can’t be brought at stand still As nothing may happen as per our will There is almighty to take care of everything Only we have to put efforts for little or something Sometimes we have to ignore the facts It can not help even if we cry or react It may happen and cause us the worry As human being we have to smile and feel only sorry The helplessness is not something of our doing You may have nothing even if done all kinds of wooing The result may come at an appointed hour You must take it for granted and never feel sour “I am breaking of relation” She entered room and blasted with indignation I just looked at her face and wondered at her outburst She was in real pain over confused definition of trust I could have gone straight and consoled her It was giving her tremendous hurt and led to bother I had no morale courage and explain the truth She was not utterly wrong but not true either How could take her for granted as companion? I had very much wanted bond with union I was utter failure in life with no success It was difficult for me to give her access I denied her entry plainly on one reason I was not sure of future and stable person Something might have caused her mental breakdown I preferred her to cause little setback and go down It worked and she came with hurricane speed She was given to understand with perfect feed I was useless and stood for no promises She got raged and blamed me for all the misses Internally I had all the pride to satisfy Only regret I had that I could not pacify She was all for me till the end Only I could prove worthless as friend