What is she looking at ?

How do I express it with small words? It has secret blessings from the lords You and me were never intended to be one Yet this was fact and realized by none The distance has not marred feeling No one can interfere and do merciless killing It may mushroom day and night We will prove its essence very right There is no natural divide The God is there to behold and provide All security and honor to our bond To swim together in calm water of pond People say light travels faster than any other medium My though takes even less than minimum It gets direct touch with little extension Only she feels it and finds my mention I get lost in her curly hair The chances look very slim and fair Yet it grows on number of promises We have resolved not make any misses My thoughts calms down with arrival of night All worries comes to rest and cease the fight I lay down on bed to think of bright next day This is the right course and only way We are human beings and have to confine Rebuild relation to suit us very fine Nothing may go as per our wish and desire There should be no room left for joke or satire I request cool breeze not to evaporate Hold on for some more time to narrate How did they feel about our natural pass? Do we need any special place for class? We have vowed to hold on till last The time is running out very fast There is no room for any doubts to cast They sky is open for us and very vast She has richness of kind nature I see in her colorful future Not that she may be wanted to come personally But the idea belonged to her originally She has expressed her desire very often I too agree to it and fall for even Nothing can separate us against our wish It will struggle from fight to finish Let moon hide her face and go away Let stars not twinkle and give the way Yet we may meet in dark shadow Talk gently and allow closeness to grow She must feel heaven on earth Life is uncertain but certain is death We look towards nothingness and feel fulfilled Our pair has blessings and beautifully skilled