I never missed you this before
Though number of times I felt very sore
It was troubling me at night
When I was in doubt to be right

I had loved you very much through out life
It was my desire and strong belief
I was always up with head high
As I was cared by you with pride

I would miss those harsh words
Full of love and commands from lords
How can I forget those stories told?
When sleep was gripping and I was unable to hold

Today I am where I deserve not to be there
You would be feeling it some where
It was your dedicate effort and move
That made me worth while to prove

I shall never forget those happy moments
When you were totally with my movements
Loss or gain, sorrow or joy never mattered
Impossible or beyond control was never uttered

Today me heart feels apart
It was unbearable when you chose to depart
It was His wish and desire
I miss it dad and sincerely admire

I pursue it with zest and zeal
I try to make it real and feel
Still those long arms can not hearten
As you were always patting me all of sudden  

From my childhood I was loved most
You may lift me from ground and boost
“Here you see jewel of my crown”
He will rule the land and become known

I eagerly waited when returned from the school
I used to search all places like fool
You were not to be seen any where till late night
I may rush blindly to you and start to fight

All my progress cards were consciously screened
All mistakes and future action was outlined
He would always want to visit school and apprise
All he could not do it to visit in surprise 

He nurtured me from all the angles
I used to be taken in the near by jungles
All monkeys, cats and were no threat at all
I climbed on little tress as done on the wall

We never dreamed you would leave us soon
You tired desperately for help in the noon
We all rushed to find you in lying on floor
You were with eyes wide open and looking at the door

I was made stubborn as from steel metal
Your departure was about to prove fatal
Ever though we recovered from the rude shock
Time did not stop for anybody in the clock