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when will i see 
the me He see
the me he speaks off

the me he longs for
the me He placed hope in

when will this hate i feel
for me, fades,change
when?

when will i ever look in the mirror,
hold my head up,
walk,
stand firm,
and declare I am beautiful

when will N.F don't matter
when will N.F stop making me?

when will I stop being N.F?
 when will the question seize?
when will it not matter if they ask?

when will i believe what he says?
what He promises?

when?
when will i ever change this concept of me?

when will i think or believe

that i am beautiful

that i am talented

that i worth something

when?

 
Posted: 2010-10-16 05:59:28 UTC

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2012-02-13 22:27:30lance
not bad well done

2012-02-22 07:49:56sweetNsour
N.F is Neurofibromatosis it is a disorder that affects nerve ending and cause cafe spots, warts or lumps that grow in or out of the skin to appear. Because there are so many marking on my skin I hate looking in the mirror naked.