MOTHER AT 15, BUT NOT A MOTHER AT ALL, by Natural_beauty_Ashe Subscribe to rss feed for Natural_beauty_Ashe

in a few more days i will be the mother of a baby girl
one i will not grow close with because i am giving her to
the world

i know in my heart im not ready to  give her the love she
needs
so im giving her to a family who i know will succeed

if you judge me for my actions i will not really care
im making the hardest decision of my life but im only being
fare

i will have love for my baby i just wont get to watch her
grow
but im giving her to aloving family and thats all ill need
to know


THIS IS DEDICATED TO MY SOON TO BE BORN DAUGHTER
ANAHLEA CRISTIQUE HENRY
(IN MY HEART I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER I JUST WONT BE ABLE TO
SHOW HER)
Posted: 2010-07-17 01:17:33 UTC

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2010-06-10 21:56:15excutterxoxo
awwwwww this is BEAUTIFUL i luv this poemm it is very sweet i will pray for u, and ur daughter. im sure she will be happy with her family. i can tell u love her, and u r doing ur best, and i respect u very much for ur desition and warm heart. my heart goes out to u-i hope and pray for the best, for u and ana-she may not grow in front of ur eyes, but she has grown from under ur heart, to inside your heart. may God bless u, ur life, her life, and poetry :)

2010-06-17 22:00:57CUTTS**AND_A_BROKEN_HEART
awww :( im so sorry..

2010-06-19 03:10:56Natural_beauty_Ashe
thank u for ur warm and kind feedback.and thank you for putting me in ur prayers i really appreciate it.

2010-06-22 13:44:59Ky Moet
OH MY GOD THIS IS SO SAD. I CANT LIE AND SAY I UNDERSTAND HOW U FEEL BUT I WISH I DID. I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR DAUGHTER. AS LONG AS YOU KNOW WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU AND HER IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT EVERONE ELSE THINKS. I KNOW IN MY HEART YOUR DAUGHTER WILL BE SOMEBODY SPECIAL ONE DAY. GOOD LUCK. MABYBE THINGS WILL CHANGE♥♥

2010-06-22 13:45:53Ky Moet
OH MY GOD THIS IS SO SAD. I CANT LIE AND SAY I UNDERSTAND HOW U FEEL BUT I WISH I DID. I WILL PRAY FOR YOU AND YOUR DAUGHTER. AS LONG AS YOU KNOW WHAT IS BEST FOR YOU AND HER IT DOESNT MATTER WHAT EVERONE ELSE THINKS. I KNOW IN MY HEART YOUR DAUGHTER WILL BE SOMEBODY SPECIAL ONE DAY. GOOD LUCK. MABYBE THINGS WILL CHANGE♥♥

2010-07-17 00:51:32Natural_beauty_Ashe
thnk u soo much.

2010-10-11 16:58:41O.P.E.N.(Only Poets Explain Nothing)
WOW I know how that is my girlfriend and I did the same thing... With my son it was hard but I know it was the right thing to do... I have major respect for you because you had to go though the birth thing... I will be praying for you and your daughter as well god bless you...

2010-10-12 14:31:28Natural_beauty_Ashe
truth is after having her i kept her.i struggle to provide for her an dits really hard because im still in highschool and i plan to finish as well as go to college

2010-10-12 14:32:31Natural_beauty_Ashe
it i sextremely difficult and i can barely provide for her what she needs but im trying and i will never stop.

2011-01-11 23:33:54~*~LostInThisWorld~*~
i dont know how u feel but im so so sorry! this is so sad. i would never judge you about this. im sure its a very hard decision. you inspire me

2011-01-12 02:14:11Natural_beauty_Ashe
i appreciate your comment

2011-03-06 18:11:41YoungGirlBigEmotions
aww this is soo sad but what ur doing id probably do the same as im only 15 but i couldnt be as strong as u, u r so brave :)

2011-04-01 19:14:22Natural_beauty_Ashe
Thnk u for ur comment....its plenty who would try and understand but the harsh reality is no one can actually understand but i love my baby girl with every bit my heart,enerygy,and soul

2011-08-04 03:01:34~**AGE_TEA**~
i pray, for all the love u have 4ur baby; that someday he will understand. love is unconditional if understand.

2011-08-08 05:48:22Natural_beauty_Ashe
thank you so much for your prayaers and comment