A secrets growing inside of me,
spreading through my mind like a poison,
threatning to destroy everything I've worked for,
because he caught my eye.
Life, as I know it hangs in the balance,
I have no controll over my fate,
I can do nothing but take the blame.
Everything's in jeapordy,
nothing's ever going to be the same,
because you were there.
I'm trembling now,
spinning out of control,
destined to crash and burn,
and nothing can save me now. 
Because you wont be there,
I dont know what to do ... 
and it's scaring me to death