This is not a poem. Neither it is a novel story or some sort
of anecdote. This is a simply advice from the author to
anyone who thinks that his or her life is not worth of
living. This is the message to anyone who thinks that
self-loving is sin while self-killing is some soft of brave
and blissful thing. 
I personally have read many articles based on suicide
prevention and to be honest I found them too cold and formal
to be efficient. Sometimes, it sounded like: I know your
problems, but here the deal: help me and my friends
(doctors) financially and I will help you psychologically.
This is not that kind of help which anyone of you seeks
doesn't matter how rich he or she is. 
In order to save yourselves from the suicide, accept a
series of facts which I am going to dictate you with all
your mind and all your heart. Accept them now, or you will
accept them later through the hard way. 
First of all, loving yourself is very and very good thing.
Trying hating yourself is very and very bad thing. Killers
and maniacs never truly love themselves. For the rest of
their lives they carry on proving themselves and other
people how to hate, but not love them. 
Secondly, you are here because someone here needs you. Think
about the closest ones. If you have loving parents, remember
your mother. She gave you a birth, because she wanted you to
be in her life. How about your sister, or wife? Oh husband?
Could you imagine what's going to happen to him or her ones
this person finds out that his closed friend committed
suicide? I could tell you that she or he would lose desire
to live. Your action served a horrible example of solving
the problems. Imagine your dear friend tossing helplessly in
his or her bed with great fever and waiting for death to
come. The food is roting on the plate, glass with half
fermented juice is on the table. No one to help, no one to
comfort. Not even you, because you committed suicide.
Suicide is cause of mass murder. So if you kill yourself,
you automatically kill the ones whom you loved so dearly. I
know if one of my friend wants to really hurt me, and break
in pieces, he needs to do something really nasty. It is not
betrayal, it is not insult, it is not even some sort of
cheating or stealing. It is suicide. Darn, how scared I'd
be, thinking that I might be next on life for self-killing.
So, before committing suicide, think whom you about to hurt.
Think that suicide never comes alone but brings the other
ones. You kill yourself - you kill the closed ones.
Thirdly, life is worth living. Look around you. You are not
as poor as you think. Look around, I bet that you have some
interesting books which you haven't read or wouldn't mind to

read again. You may have nice computer, cool bicycle, or
nice furniture. I personally have my home stereo sound
system. But the most important thing is what you have is
filling of high responsibility to ones you love. You also
have earth with majestic forests and rivers. You have blue
sky with puffy clouds above your head. And those thing you
cannot get for money. And those things are the most valuable
things in the world! How could you deny them by killing
yourself!
The fourth fact and I want to understand it correctly: you
are not alone in this world which is so unfair to most
people living on the Earth. Yes, this world is very often is
very cruel and and unfair. That is why there are some many
people who wanted want and will want to kill themselves. The
list of suicide commitment is pretty much endless. People
committed, commit, and will think about suicide and commit
suicide. You are not alone thinking that your life is not
worth of living. So, don't be embarrassed.  My dear friend,
year ago I also was thinking about killing myself and I
called myself a Christian! 
The fifth fact: if your heart is hard found your inner
friend. I am talking about You and I am talking about God.
Yes, believe in yourself, trust yourself, be friend to
yourself and if you are willing accept God which I believe
you have already done. Otherwise you wouldn't even read
through this article. Don't question too much about God's
decision and his way of going, just think that kind of
friend will make your life more peaceful. Many people who
believed in God where able to overcome struggles which other
non-believers failed to deal with. If you start believing in
God know that you start believing in words of ultimate
wisdom. You will stop listening to evil voices calling you
to kill yourself, because you know that those kind of voices
also call to kill others, to envy, to rob, and to lie. Get
rid of evil thoughts and invite the thought of ultimate
positive nature and unconditional love. 
The sixth fact: if you still feel that you need a help from
professional, be very cautious. There are many doctors so
called professionals who make fortune upon your trouble,
calling you mentally sick women or men and sucking the money
and life from you(yes, life from you) by prescribing very
dangerous drugs. Strong chemical medication have never ever
helped anyone in preventing suicide thoughts. Don't trust
drugs too much and never ever underestimate their impact.
Don't overdose yourself, and never let anyone do such thing
to you. If your drugs start munching you, call the doctor
immediately and inform him or her that you are going to stop
consuming that medication. Please, do that. Don't let
anyone, even if he or she is the most honoured doctor to
make mentally de-gradated person out of you who wouldn't be
able to make a tea for him or herself. 
The seventh fact: it is not earning or winning large amount
of money, not getting great job (especially for males), not
even getting a good spouse (especially for females) what
defines the greatest success, but everlasting spiritual
strength. No matter what is happening: you are always tend
to be positive, always tend to be joyful. You learn how to
take things easy. You know that this world is unfair but you
don't let that thing let you down. You learn how to accept
little things in your lives and don't expect a lot from the
others and yourself as well. Your life becomes less and less
disappointment to you. So many people start really and
really appreciating you: there are some much love from you,
I want you to  be my co-worker, I want you to be my partner
and I want you to be my friend.
So lean on me, if you are not strong. I will be your friend
and I will help you carry on. Because, I know that sometimes
I will also be down, and you will be one whom I could lean
on.  
So, promise that you will not kill yourself. Promise to
yourself and also to God if you are willing. That's right.
Now, start new life.