Again it begins
The nightmare that never ends
As I battle these tears from falling
I can feel my heart dying
Trying to stay strong
Telling myself, move on

But the heart is stronger than the mind
My mind says forget it
But the heart says I feel it

What do you want me to do
When each time I try to forget
Another bad memory gets
Me to dwell on the past
And I tell myself it's only temporary it'll pass

But guess what?
It's still here
I can't deny what happened through the years
And guess what?
You can't either
It's so hard to take a breather

Blaming is for everyone
Yeah, you can blame me
And I can blame you
But no matter what happens
We're still stuck at the same place
So I choose to claim my space
And I'm leaving without a trace
I can't bear to look at your face

Cause each time I look at you
Reminds me of my failure
Yes, it's mine
Cause I failed you
Cause nothing's worse
Than loving someone who doesn't love you back
And it's my fault you showed love lack
Cause I love you too much
And it hurts cause you're my crutch
And I'm not yours

But it's okay
Just let me be
I wanna die in my own misery
I wanna tell you
Don't text me
Don't call me
Please just let me be
Until I'm just history

Until my sadness
My loneliness

Kills me...