As I sit here and squander myself in self-pity
I feel like the movie "Why did I get married!"
My life is so bad, I wonder whether it's worth living
I see why people kill themselves 
Commit suicide
End their own lives (& others)
because it's but so much they can take
Without going insane
"you have to be partially insane to
understand the (what's) same. Just like
good can't co-exist without evil"
as one of my best friends told me.
Sitting here in tears
I wonder why my life is in shambles.
Why am I married at age 20 to a man
who has nothing to offer me and no initiative
to ever anything to offer me!
Why is his ma a slow ass bitch!
Why do I hate most of his family!
Why do I hate most of mine!
Why does my mother care for my
younger sister way more than me!
There's more to life than dick
Money and initiative is needed for survival
I hate my fucking minimum wage job
@ JC Penney working for 6.75 an hour
Tolerating bullshit that I don't want or have to
Everything just seems so worthless

(Untitled - No Date)

LaLa Leo