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As I sit here and squander myself in self-pity I feel like the movie "Why did I get married!" My life is so bad, I wonder whether it's worth living I see why people kill themselves Commit suicide End their own lives (& others) because it's but so much they can take Without going insane "you have to be partially insane to understand the (what's) same. Just like good can't co-exist without evil" as one of my best friends told me. Sitting here in tears I wonder why my life is in shambles. Why am I married at age 20 to a man who has nothing to offer me and no initiative to ever anything to offer me! Why is his ma a slow ass bitch! Why do I hate most of his family! Why do I hate most of mine! Why does my mother care for my younger sister way more than me! There's more to life than dick Money and initiative is needed for survival I hate my fucking minimum wage job @ JC Penney working for 6.75 an hour Tolerating bullshit that I don't want or have to Everything just seems so worthless (Untitled - No Date) LaLa Leo