I don't know who I am
I hate who I've become
I know the lights are darkening
and I'm not gonna be someone

I don't know what I'm dreaming
i hate what I see
I can feel the pain coming
and I know it's reality

I don't know when it's coming
I hate when i know
I can feel it getting closer
and the pressure, pain, and emptiness grow

I don't know where I'm going
I hate where I've been
I know I'm gonna start hurting
and the pain will make me spin

I don't know why it happens
I hate why it does
I know she's gonna hurt
and the power is what she loves