I'm sorry that I feel this way
It makes me wanna cry
but if I don't come clean my heart will surely die

Its not that I don't like you
but right now I'm so confused
it makes me wanna scream

I love another guy
Is it not easy to see??
I'm sorry that I hurt you

I won't ask you to stay
or even wait for me
your amazing you deserve way better than me.

I'm sorry
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this is what i wrote to cody today to tell him that i love
Ben.................cody is sooo mad...........sorry......

april 16