What is running through your mind 
What could you be thinking 
The look on your face is so blank 
So full of lost expression 
The bruises cover your face 
Failed attemts at happiness 
Into the eyes of the sleep deprived 
A psychotic young girl with nothing 
No family to share the holidays with 
No man, no children to love her 
I stare into those eyes 
That I have known for so long 
I don't know why you're doing this 
Why you have the gun in your hand 
What is left 
I stare into those eys 
They scare me so 
I stare into those eyes 
As they stare back into mine 
I stare into those eyes 
The ones in the mirror 
Looking back at me 
Searching for the answers 
What are you doing 
I always knew it would end this way 
I only wish there was someone else here 
Other than myslef 
To try and stop me from what I'm about to do 
I have only destroyed myslef 
Body, Mind and soul 
I am already gone 
As I stare into those empty eyes