Weeping tears 31-01-09

I want to feel my tears weeping Experiencing this my blood shan't not be seeping Allowing myself to feel the inner hurt Emotions colliding engaging feelings alert Mindfully accepting each emotion on its own Deep perception to remain in the zone Don’t be afraid to show my painful tears Facing head on through my fears Set free the tears locked in my heart Knowing ill be safe as I won’t fall apart Freely expressing through each tear drop Realise I’m in control of when they may stop There is no shame in tears rolling I’ll have gained nothing if I’m not feeling Unlock the gates and plot a new chart Avoidance to acceptance set apart Screaming out loud “I have feelings and needs” None of my family ever concedes It’s me that’s always in the wrong I’m so sick of having to always act so strong Will there ever be a day where I exist Or shall I be forever lost in the mist Empowered I open the portal to my future opportunity As salty tears flow so does my liberty Continuing my emotional journey is my plan Gaining freedom to fly as I know I can