suicide

By kyle •
i sit here staring at this gun, thinking i should pull the trigger just for fun
did i think it would turn out this way, guesse for everything ive done its time to pay
all i can say is that im so sorry, and i hope you never forget me
never thought it would turn to suicide, i thought i could just let it slide
but every man can only take so much, before he says this is too much
that he leaves behind his family and freinds, because he knows life has its ends
but before all this he sits and wonders why, as he tries not to cry
but fuck it he blows off the back of his head, and paints the walls red
now as ppl try to remeber him, all they say is he lived a life of sin
but they could never figure out why, why the young man decided he had to die
guesse we'll never know it, he never could show it
he thought about it daily, how he never got to meet his unborn hailey
but its time to go, and end this show
R.I.P K.M.B