faith and hope, my last hope

one day away, seems like and eternity. feeling alone, i'm confused. i wanna move on, my heart refuses to budge. i fight every day to keep on going. keep my faith in some reason for my being... i can't see it. even now it hides from me. why am i here? what is my purpose? i seek my place in this world. my dreams elude me. every moment in my life leading up to now, has been to prepare for a family and love. it is slipping through my fingers...hard to grasp. maybe someday i will find my place, my dreams will come true. i can only pray that my hope lies in the right place. without faith and hope there would be nothing more for me here. it is all i have left...