one day away, seems like and eternity.
feeling alone, i'm confused.
i wanna move on, my heart refuses to budge.
i fight every day to keep on going.
keep my faith in some reason for my being...
i can't see it. even now it hides from me.
why am i here? what is my purpose?
i seek my place in this world. my dreams elude me.
every moment in my life leading up to now, 
has been to prepare for a family and love.
it is slipping through my fingers...hard to grasp.
maybe someday i will find my place,
my dreams will come true.
i can only pray that my hope lies in the right place.
without faith and hope there would 
be nothing more for me here.
it is all i have left...