I lay awake at night and wonder if i'll ever see you again
I lay awake and wonder when i will hear your voice again 
I lay awake and wonder when i will hear that goofy laugh you
always made me laugh with, i wonder when i'll hear it. 
I lay awake and think to myself, he'll be back soon, i hope.

But then in the reality of everything that has happened, i
won't be seeing you. 
When i fall asleep i see your face. 
When i fall asleep it is like an alternate universe because
there you are again and we are one big family once more. 
I wish i could lay awake and say dad i need you but know
when, close my eyes, i see you there and then when i wake up
you will say your dreaming. I think about you always.
You are whats driven all the tears over the past three years
and I miss you so dearly.