“You are wasting your life”
Fuck you
What he said 
Can’t be true 
He made me mad
After a very long drought
My eyes well up 
He’ll pay for that shout

You are wasting your fucking precious life
Well that is rich
What about his fucking drinking
I could kill that son of a bitch
But I didn’t say that
I just left the room
I closed my door
I fell into my gloom 

Are you okay
She tried to intervene
Are you on drugs
Is all I heard over my scream
She had never seen me that bad
I had never felt like that before
Just one sentence is all it took
To hurt me, make me sore

Was I kidding myself
When I hacked at my skin
I took up that blade
And committed my sin  
The heat that I felt 
Escaped from the cut
I can't feel it anymore
I'm lifted out of my rut

I just self inflicted
That is defiantly new for me
It feels good at the moment
But just wait and see
I keep doing it now 
When I see red
I stand at the mirror
And carefully shred 

Will this become a habit
My worst of all
This is the one 
That could make me fall
This is what I have resorted to
Take my blood by the cup
I can’t believe this is me
I am now so fucked up