i screwed up again
my life is fucked up
it is so different than it was back then
everyone just needs to shut up

so i made a mistake
just a small one
now everything that was me is fake
nothing can ever be fun

im am over my head
in ten feet of water
i just want to be dead
i am so my fathers daughter

will anything ever turn out in the end?
or will it all crumble to bits?
will my message ever send?
will my candle ever be lit?