Ghostly. I see you. I hear you
Calling out to me
Reaching out to me
"Help me." But what can I do?
There's no one else I can think of
With a voice like yours
That leaves me shaking, scared, and feeling alone.

Here I am a year later
What have I done with my life?
I've tried everything
And Military didn't out so well
If you could stop haunting my dreams
Please stop. I can't sleep
I can't breathe. I can't think
My heart can't beat with out you.

It's not in the past
It's still real to me.
Way too real to let go
Because I live it over everyday
Everynight. I toss and turn.
What finally will become of me?
Why did you leave me
So akwardly. I feel as if you
Put a knife in my heart
and you are slowly twisting, 
And you are slowly going deeper. 

Please stop. This hurts.
Mom, was it my fault?
I miss you and I love you. 
Help me mom.

Rest In Peace
Giselle Barbra Prairie 
06-26-06