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Everyday I walk around this place, feeling like an outcast
with no place to go,no place to hide,and no one to turn to
for the answers to my problems. Everyday I go home broken
and torn up inside.No one knows how I feel.No one
understands what I'm going through. Everyday I walk around
this place,scared,alone,afraid,abandoned,broken,and hurt. I
look around and all I see are people who pretend to care but
they're just faking it. Everyday, I only have one person to
turn to and to trust-myself. I trust no one.I trust no one
with my heart,life,love,and trust.Everday I stand on this
line between life and death, wondering if I should commit
suicide or to just be suicidal. Everyday I'm faced with this
choice and it's a tough one but I have to make it so I'll
choose......Death
Posted: 2005-01-27 01:44:25 UTC

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2005-03-13 03:37:53Me..
PLSS read it all no matter how crazy it sounds and how long it is plss read it all..... you can't kill your self..I know you proble dont' believe in heaven and hell or God but believe me if you kill your self you'll go to hell..Not to be mean or anything but it's the truth if some one commits suicide they will go to hell and believe you don't wanna do that......all you have to do is turn your self to God give your self to him..ask him to forgive you for you sins..tell him you need him...ask him to work in your life and ask him to come in to your heart....You proble think I'm some kind of weirdo but if you ever need some one to talk to I'm here and so is Jesus....

2005-03-23 21:34:39StupidLoserPerson
You are a very good poet. I too have a few songs about suicide. I know sometimes it's hard, and I want to give into life to, but I just hold on because I don't want to give up my music. Anyway I was reading that last comment on your poem... Sorry, but I really, really, don't think God is out there. I mean, seriously, how many times has he helped you out. It's okay if you believe in him, because we all have our different views. I just always ask the same question... if God is real, why are so many people suffering. I count on myself. I gave up on him... or maybe he just set me free. I guess he's love and protection doesn't last forever... Rock on, Jazz

2005-03-28 21:33:11*razor_blades_&_kisses*
I thought about killing myself,but I haven't yet.I just write about cutting and all that because that's my life,and that's all I have to rely on.Thank You for reading my poems.bye.

2005-04-14 17:35:13My_pain_your_thrill
So we are going to go to hell?? So what! Seriously..can you think of a worse place to be than inside your head when you are depressed? I cant. If there was a god, we wouldnt have these feelings in the first place. You write amazing poetry, I can relate to it and I think it is true..The truth about the darkside of life. Keep writing, and keep being you--Lianna xx

2005-07-07 20:56:36 ~~~~GLOSTARG~~~~
your talented, there is so many suffering people on earth, the line you stand on between life and death might be considered the "free will" hand of god, your choice? I hope you choose life. I don't know you , but your poem touched my heart. Love comes in many ways or forms but in your poem it's obviously a painful one. choose life...over it's alternative... "a short time here,a long time gone"! you are talented, your poems can touch millions of people. choose life..with love.

2005-08-29 01:59:50XxTeArSxX
wow amzing i feel the smae way this poem is deep and it's liek whats going through my head now 9.9

2005-08-29 02:00:05XxTeArSxX
wow amzing i feel the smae way this poem is deep and it's liek whats going through my head now 9.9

2005-09-04 00:17:00Theresa
that is really good. and i can tell you that i can relate to that and everything from my life and when i was growing up. Life is f**ked up and hurting and fake people are all i know. thanks 4 being real -theresa-

2006-01-07 03:44:37a rose by any otha name
i believe many people has felt like that at some point in their life, nice composition

2006-02-17 05:24:55I'm The Girl That Holds Everything Inside
There's more to life than that...allow yourself to live and you'll see it.

2007-08-03 13:39:37MonroeRigby
you have to wait for something good to happen. even if takes longer than expected its worth it:/

2007-08-10 04:28:44ForgottenWinterMemories
i really like this poem. i feel like this a lot of time and i understand how it is to feel like that. your a really good writer and you should keep it up.

2007-09-24 18:37:51Sarah
Hey thats some talent there i only wish that you had someone you could talk to like a friend. Or had someone who cared. It is very deep.

2007-11-15 13:05:08Beth aka Anonymous
I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL. I've been there. Trust me, whatever it is that you want to die over, if you die it won't go away. if you want to talk, my msn is [email protected]

2007-11-28 21:53:54Frank
Hmmm... arent you from emo scene? or maybe the chat... Well... I understand how you feel... If u choose you may e-mail me at [email protected]

2008-04-28 17:58:01Ashley Reneƫ *Raining Tears*
sweet ;D

2009-04-19 21:01:00leon reader
this was written a long time ago now, i'm interested in knowing how your getting along in life now?

2009-04-27 02:16:48marsha
is this site still active?

2009-05-31 01:47:34GlassChild
don't kill yourself you are a great person

2009-09-13 01:19:46adam greenleaf
life is never easy but through the storm there is always sunshine

2009-09-23 16:13:16Ras@Dub
We always have this choice and some people cant handle it!true that mann Ire. Jah bless positve Irits!

2009-11-18 05:22:52almostover
wow, talk about the story of my life. This is a very nice poem, wish i could write like that...:)

2010-03-19 06:13:35GlassChild
please read this comment...its a quote from a singer named Kerli Koiv "I walk a line between Life and Death, Life makes me alive, but Death makes me different" think about it

2010-03-19 06:16:17GlassChild
LISTEN PPL!!!!!!!!!!! MAYBE SHE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN HEAVEN OF HELL!!!!!!! I DON'T AND ITS NOT A BAD THING...I'M JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE...WELL ALMOST...OK NOT EVEN ALMOST BUT STILL!!!!! IT'S YOUR LIFE YOU MAKE THE DESITIONS..NOT GOD NOT JESUS!!!!! THIS IS A RELIGION BASED ON FEAR

2010-04-07 20:55:05MySurrender
It's scary stuff and very sad. It's good to find even one thing to live for. Just one thing to start with. And I know sometimes it's hard. But the joy waiting at the other side - it's worth it.