how would you know how i feel,
if our love wasn't even real?
i thought that you loved me,
that we would someday be free,
but you broke my heart,
and thats just the start!

you cheated and lied,
i believed you, then cried,
how could you even think of doing this?
you lost me along in the bitterness!
i made a list of what you did wrong,
the things you've told me all along!

so here i sit, expressing my soul,
trying to repair my heart's black hole.
i've tried so hard to stay strong, 
but i guess i could not move along.
so i take a breath and grab my knife,
as i run again as death, not life...