it started in April hols
That first kiss 
I told you it will confuse me
And it now has

We met up a week later 
and you touched me
with more fire than
anyone has given me

Saturday you came to my house 
A little secret meeting
we were in my room 
on my bed...

I was in the mood 
But then you asked for sex
I froze completely
Not knowing what to expect

I couldnt do it
I sent you on your way
Its just so hard
I wanted you to stay

Im so confused 
is this my fault?
Did i get myself to deep?
Im trapped

I really like him 
The way he makes me happy
God why did this happen?
Now he wont talk

I wish i knew 
what was happening 
In his mind
But i just fall apart

I cant get this out my head
it goes round and round
Like a spinning top
Oh god, will you just talk to me?