all i see is dark
i never see the real me
i hide inside
inside my lies 
i say that im happy
that everything is fine
but rele i just wanna cry
i just wanna see the out side
like shattering glass falls to the floor
i realize i want more
more to me 
more to be
more to everything
i hope and i try to fly away
from all of my despair
crying trying to be what you want
but then i realize with my hand and a gun
that i will be nothing 
so i say goodbye