R.I.P Traci my beautiful sister. 4/14/76 - 8/18/02

It's been 3 years today since you went away.
You left me here to pray that one day 
you'll come home to stay,
but you left me when you went astray.
I dont want to be alone, please come back 
home. Catch my tears before they fall,
answer my prayers before I call,
because my heart's crying out,
and you're what it's all about.
A million tears I've cried a million times I've lied 
and said I'm alright. A million times 
I've covered my eyes,
to block the view of the pain I hold so deep inside.
Lord knows I've tried, 
but a million tears is too many tears to cry.
It's like I'm blind but I can see,
like I can't take a breath
but I can breathe. Like I'm living life in a dream.
A million tears
I've cried was just a part of you in my mind.